First love never dies

At least not for me. And circumstances make it so that we can never be together again. But even if that weren’t so, I’m not sure I would want that anyway...they haven’t changed, and I haven’t either, at least not in the ways that could make a reunion possible, but I still love and dream and hope. Enough time has passed now and now I know that what I feel is for good. At least I can move on now knowing that at least I tried. Maybe I’ll never love like that again, and I’m ok with that. But I’m still excited about finding the person I will choose to spend the rest of my life with.

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Anonymous

Aug 10, 2018 at 1:15pm

This is why girls should marry as virgins.

Instead, they meet the "first love" break up then write posts like this one.

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I'm Sorry

Aug 10, 2018 at 1:43pm

For talking over you and making you feel silenced in your time of need. I should have listened, and tried harder, but was scared of what you would say, and what I thought was to come. It's not bravery what I did. And for the first time ever, i was scared of the truth. I honestly was intent on buying you time for some reason, and I'm not sure why, I just know that was the spirit behind it. Maybe I was buying myself time, time to talk with someone I love.

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because

Aug 10, 2018 at 2:10pm

love isn't linear like that

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Assumptions

Aug 10, 2018 at 5:11pm

You know what they say about ‘em?

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I'm Sorry (continued)

Aug 10, 2018 at 6:38pm

...and I know you tried, and thank you. I don't have any doubt you can find someone really great who loves you out there. When I said you're super easy to love, I meant it. And I meant all those great things about you. You really are special and you really are incredibly creative, smart, and funny. And I love even your sad songs. And it's been a pretty wild ride so far, though I do wish it would keep going. And I'm always going to think you're beautiful- I can be stubborn too, you know? :-P

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OP

Aug 10, 2018 at 8:30pm

@I'm sorry Reading your posts... I'm definitely not alone in all the feelings that first loves stir up. You're definitely not my intended but I wish you the best, whoever you are

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@OP: who is this? SVP clue?

Aug 11, 2018 at 7:21pm

if your name starts with R, give me a sign SVP

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Anonomity is poisonous, because this world is so vile :(

Aug 11, 2018 at 7:23pm

i don't like not knowing what posts are for whom :((

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Truer words were never spoken

Aug 11, 2018 at 10:46pm

My first love hit me when I was 41 amd left me the day I turned 43...or maybe a touch later. Either way, that was 5 years ago and she has never left me since. I miss her.

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@@OP: who is this? SVP clue?

Aug 12, 2018 at 1:16pm

Ha ha ha, it would be better to post your initial!

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