I don't even know why I'm writing this but there's just some things I have to get off my chest. Five years ago we both butted heads at work because let's face it. We just didn't click. We weren't a good working match. I'll acknowledge the fact that I said some shit, but so did you. Then again, I'm no angel. There are times when I can be an asshole. It's just me. I'm sorry if was argumentative and let my anger spiral out of control. I was invited to the staff Christmas party but I didn't show up because the thought of standing in a room full of people whom I was on bad terms with would have made me feel like a complete hypocrite. Had I come, I probably would have sat at the bar, drowning my sorrows in coke and whiskey all by myself. Leaving the old job on bad terms put me through depression. My life felt so gloomy throughout that whole withdraw that I even considered suicide. In hindsight, I realize now it was the best thing that has ever happened to me. I'm now in a place where I'm appreciated, respected and making a good salary. I'm happy to say that I've learned to just let go and get on with my life. No longer am I bitter anymore. Whatever bad blood that happened between us has no significance anymore. None of it matters anymore. It's a chapter of our lives that's now closed. Take care of yourself and good luck. Best.