I know the feeling. you are not alone. As Freud once said "there is nothing more painfully saddening than loosing love"

I miss her so much

Work out, smoke some pot and hit on people you find attractive. In whatever order. Get back on the horse. Go on a trip. Life is short.

“Love is so short, forgetting is so long”

-Pablo Neruda

You should still try to put yourself out there. I was drowning in a heartbreak, and reluctantly went ona date because I knew it was time, rationally, to attempt to move on. Ended up walking home with a dreamy grin on my face after a fantastic kiss in the rain. I still have my broken heart, but my feet feel planted in another direction now, and that feels good. You never know what is around the next bend of existence-try to keep yourself open to that.

a lost love define you.
The best way to get one is to get under one!

That is a disgusting expression.