They’re falling into place now. I feel like such an idiot; duh! It was her you were texting, wasn’t it? From my place, while you used my free (for you that is) Internet service. When you said it was just a girl from work about work stuff. You taking your phone into the bathroom should have been enough of a clue but I so wanted to believe you and you always got so crazy angry if I ever challenged you about something, that I ignored my instincts. Whoever your “red princess” is, I hope she keeps sowing without you, so she doesn’t wind up like me. (It was the castle hint that gave you away).

If you are who I think you are (my ex), you should know that the love I had for you is one that there’s no way you will ever be able to replace. I was incredibly patient with all of your issues, I gave you a million chances to step up, and I showed you respect by believing that you are capable of taking care of yourself, in spite of what others in your life would have you believe. So yes, I can now walk away with my head high, because I know that I gave it everything I had to give. When someone doesn’t love you back, you can’t love them enough for two.

Yeah no I'm not who you think . Swear this to you , but unlikely that matters if he was a liar so good luck .

I had my own aha moment on here recently. They can only tell so many lies before it catches up with them. It hurts until it doesn't hurt anymore. I'll be holding my head high as you are and moving on at last.

Sounds like this girl you let slip through your fingers knew your ex (or else you wouldn't have brought up the ex). Overall just sounds like your mind is scattered everywhere. If she's electric, keep fighting for it, because newsflash: most ladies notice effort (and it's super attractive).

I bet this girl is friends with your ex. Typical Vancouver dating scenarios.