It was just an apology

posted October 22nd, 2018 at 5:18 PM

For some reason I suddenly got a voicemail from you with a notification even though it never showed up that you called. I’m still trying to figure out how that happened because you’re still blocked on my cell. It shocked me and I was unprepared. I did leave you a message with a sincere apology for my hurtful words, and I do mean it. It’s just that I strongly believe that since our breakup you moved on right away and to be honest I’m just too sick now to hear that from your own lips. Because I’m so sick I’m vulnerable and frail and right now I need all the strength I can get because I’m dealing with this all alone and it’s really hard. Thanks for the call but I just can’t call you back. I will love you forever.

3 Comments

Blocked

Oct 22, 2018 at 9:47pm

Even when you block someone they can still leave messages.

I'm forever

Oct 26, 2018 at 1:10am

Blowing bubbles...

Op

Oct 26, 2018 at 2:21am

Well I’m officially cured of my delusions. I was operating under the mistaken belief that he had actually been emotionally hurt by me breaking up with him. I now know beyond any doubt that he wasn’t, and that I didn’t owe him any apology whatsoever. I gave it genuinely, but if I’d known then what I know now I’d have saved my breath. My only feeling for him now is pity, and I pity his latest target even more. This man is only concerned about his physical self and money. As soon as she stops providing exactly what he wants, she’s going to be discarded. He’s becoming more and more desperate the older he gets and trust me I should know because I stuck with him believing that someone wonderful was hiding inside, for the better part of 20 years. Thank god I got out.