I'm not

I'm not faking it. I do love you, and I don't want it to be how it was before, and I sure don't want to take it there either. I want to be there as you bravely step up. I need for you to help me to get to where we both want to be by trusting that this is really how I feel. I just want to be able to be the least burden as we do because I know the cost. I wish I could tell this to you now.

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Why don’t you

Dec 8, 2018 at 10:22pm

Just say it!!! Reach out !!!

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But you have.

Dec 8, 2018 at 10:58pm

Love: Giving someone the power to destroy you, and trusting them not to.

I get the impression you broke their trust, and possibly more than once. Why else would they think you'd be faking it? Perhaps you did destroy them, and their ability to trust you again.

They aren't going to help you do shit. You're going to do it all yourself. You can either go on without them, or you can give them the power to destroy you, and trust them not to.

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Copy

Dec 9, 2018 at 11:39am

10-4 Eleanor

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Gurp

Dec 9, 2018 at 7:11pm

Ok forget everything else I said for now. I have an idea why your so stuck and scared. I was in the same mind set the night we were actually going somewhere until I blew it . I'm going to give it the old college try so to speak .

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Flaking it

Dec 9, 2018 at 7:13pm

First you fake it, then you flake it.

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Anonymous

Dec 9, 2018 at 11:32pm

Why can't you?

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Anonymous

Dec 10, 2018 at 12:11am

tell them, it's worth a shot

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Remember that cringingly awkward thing I said

Dec 11, 2018 at 2:39am

on our first night? The empty painful silence? I am still trapped in that vortex...

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@Remember

Dec 12, 2018 at 9:32pm

Sorry, the posting is not meant for you. I never experienced anything like that scenario. Not going into details to help with the fishing, either.

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