...." or better yet. Strong enough to let go." Not being with them is your favored desire, and why you should be rejected.

I do think of you.

I miss my ex too, even though I know it’s pointless. I did tell him and his reaction was so awful that it’s the last memory I have of him, so that helps in moving on.

Better results than the latter. Courage = success. Think about every time when you tried. See?

I miss someone so damn much...

the Shelley Cooper smelly pooper type person.

after all this time you can muster whatever it takes to do likewise. It's been a long sad failed experiment in ? not quite sure and although somewhat intriguing for the most part pathetically devolved at the end. Oh well we never really knew each other...or cared to: we both held to our respective agendas which have virtually nothing in common. But wasn't that the joke at the outset?

If this was you, it was only sad and failed because we never talked. But things are changing now, aren't they? Things are collapsing and you know you were never where you were supposed to be. It's never too late. and do we have nothign in common? how can you say that when we never explored that amo0ng other things. And if you really let go, would you have even bothered to write anything now?
We're both not over anything because we both never wanted things to be over. You wanted me to wait while you got some of your goals out of the way first (I knew it but it wold have been nice for you to at least try to say that), I didn't want to wait but reluctantly have. And you blew your stack when I signaled wanting to move on but you can see I'm not doing that well. Your reactions tell you how you really feel. We feel each other, go back and forth afraid the other won't feel the same way while both wanting to do our checklists. But you want control so badly you won't sit down so we can work out a plan to get both our needs and wants met together.
Well, vultures are circling. Do like Sheldon and grab your Amy before she succumbs to someone who is gaining courage. I know you have it in you. Stop testing our love; doing so only brings your greatest fears. being hesitant, controlling, holding back, all this is silly. We can work out control, but this passive aggressive way is going to fail, that i can promise you. Your courage will not, that I can also promise you. Think of our past for proof.

It wasn't, but I would never talk of that in such a derived tone. It's always been totally simple for me, Ilu and that is as they say, that.

Any of these until now I'm in town now not sure for how long though.