I fell in love with someone going on three years ago, it was magical. There’s no other way to explain it. But we moved faster, so fast in fact that the first night I stayed with him was the first time netting him in person, and I just never left (I slowly moved in). Long story short we’ve been on and off since then. There’s been lies and arguments and dating other people and getting someone else pregnant and them losing the baby and car wrecks and deaths in the family....pretty much there is no easy way to explain our story. Then finally I started moving on & found new love. I was so happy, this guy had a great family and friends. He gave me so much support in everything I did and was always there for me. In his arms were my safe place. One day though my ex texted and everything changed. I started only thinking about this ex and wanting to talk to him and wanted to see him. It was causing problems with me and this new guy so much in fact that we ended up breaking up. Now I’m back with my ex. Don’t get me wrong, my ex wasn’t the only reason for mine and this new guys problems and the breakup. Now I think I feel resentment sometimes towards my ex who is now my boyfriend. He can be such an asshole and make me feel like complete shit. The he smokes a little more and becomes all lovey doves. Which I like him like that but I hate that he’s like that because he’s so stoned. Maybe I resent the weed? I really don’t know.