No regrets.

You and I have never dated, but for months we took advantage of being at each other's fingertips each time we craved each other. I miss it, how you wanted me because I still want you. Do I regret sleeping with you the first time we hung out? I know in my heart, I don't. However, lately when I think back on it, I can't help but think, if I didn't, I would at least have some kind of place in your heart today.

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Tangled

Jan 21, 2019 at 1:51pm

It's a thing. I still think of someone who was this for me.
The unwelcome effects of clarity are many, and this one is the worst. Wish I was better at forgetting past experience, especially people, but the mind does not let go so easily.
We didn't want the same things and had very different priorities. No shared life experience to speak of, despite being only a couple of years apart. Foreigners and nonconformists don't do so well with townies. I know the person moves on quickly once the novelty wears off. It wouldn't have worked.
But the past still lingers, like smoke. I wish...

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Anonymous

Jan 21, 2019 at 3:58pm

You are still in my heart. I feel only positive about you and what we had. We chanced into a tiny window of time that to me was incredible. I'm not sure if we'll get another one (I'm married now) but I miss you.

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Regret

Jan 22, 2019 at 11:48am

He/she looks back at what you had and remembers it. They do. Even if they've moved on.

You may have more of his/her heart, than if you two hadn't shared this. You think if you'd denied the desire, they would still be wanting, but that's probably not true.

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