I confess

I have just been recently been given a gift from someone who I think I'm not entirely aware of. It was just about the strangest darkest and fear filled experience I had to face. See I some how forget fear is healthily part of the human experience. So when very young not sure how it suddenly became a robotic pass off. I missed something big time it's a thank you. You have changed my life because I survived that which I'm sure was only bringing death. It had totally new experience because now I love another with this unrecognized heart felt feeling that I'm now very drawn to. I was terrified not that this time I may not see her again, nope that possibly I may not get to know as I must, I need it, I want it. She is all I have ever been seeking and I think we both know she is an unbelievable being of unseen strength and a beauty. Sure it's totally fucked I get it this is a not Monday after school special b.s tv show were talking about a movie with a heavy rating. So the reason I have to be so thankful is you gave me the power and intestinal fortitude to go after this. It's an ugly metaphor but completely applicable because it refers to the strength of self within I had previously lacked to finish anything. So grateful yes, scared of course, but it feels like I'm actually living for the first time ever. Thank you help me again now I beg you. I did not pick this it was pushed on me I believe because there is something bigger and better has yet to write it's finish. You are the only reason she and I would of ever had a shot. Ball struck heading to net, it's your play "friend".

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What??

Feb 18, 2019 at 11:09pm

How do some of these posters even operate a computer?

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wow

Feb 19, 2019 at 1:11am

You're kinda nuts... Seriously, just in case you don't actually know this.

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red flag

Feb 19, 2019 at 1:17am

Reading this makes my skin crawl.

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Awe

Feb 19, 2019 at 9:46am

You people so judgy, its all good being judged is a huge part of what's coming I guess. Funny I'll bet those last few words you'll find prophetic when that day lands at current events. Still the fact remains it need not make sense for morons searching for answer or understanding in another's pile of shit.

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Please Op

Feb 19, 2019 at 12:28pm

You keep posting this kind of stuff. The reason you’re getting so many downvotes is because you write very, very badly. You’re trying to say something profound and possibly poetic, but instead you sound totally unhinged. Maybe if you learned how to use punctuation it would be a good start. At least then what you’re trying to express might be slightly more legible for the audience you’re trying to reach.

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Ok to you I have

Feb 19, 2019 at 2:38pm

to give credit. Still not poetic, more too very specific . I never really thought it would be read by so many. I guess it was to say thanks instead to an unknown variable. See so many got clued to what this gift was that some played a part only to fuck with it causing misguided credit. Trolls in live action I guess?

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P.s

Feb 19, 2019 at 2:40pm

You may also please remove it, it's ok it has either missed the target or they read it and I now prey hoping they understood it.

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Target

Feb 19, 2019 at 6:59pm

When or where did we meet?

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Gift

Feb 19, 2019 at 8:00pm

So what was it? And why does she need to make the next move if you already know she’s interested?

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Anonymity

Feb 20, 2019 at 9:52pm

@gift Because he is playing with her. I hope she has the strength to run again and never look back

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