My head's swimming

I have no idea what the world is gonna throw at me next, but I gotta get outta here…but to where? To what? It’s like my heart and head don’t agree on anything and the more I try to take control the more I lose it. I mean, will anyone figure out how I could care less about my job anymore? Never mind that, what’s gonna happen when it becomes clear that I’ve long checked outta my life with Dr. Jekyll & Mrs. Hyde? That magic is gone and I gotta have a plan because i can just feel that it’s gonna get ugly when she realizes she does nothing for me anymore. Options options options….c’mon life, reveal something! Anything. Anything at all besides how I’m figuring out where my heart is really at, and it’s clear my heart is somewhere else. One thing's crystal clear: at least I like where it's lookin' and I wanna know more what that is.

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Doctor Hyde

Feb 20, 2019 at 4:41am

Is a highly qualified physician who may be able to help with your incoherent rambling

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Anonymous

Feb 20, 2019 at 5:52am

This is how a male slag thinks. He's preparing to ruin his wife's happiness. Pity.

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Nub up

Feb 20, 2019 at 7:21am

Why do people have to go around romancing their problems especially when it involves other people. Problems aren't poetic. Be honest, make a choice and get on with your life.

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Anonymity

Feb 20, 2019 at 9:23am

@Nub up I agree with you.

Being directly honest is the only way to go. Tell them in couple’s therapy if need be. Seems like your problems are made words se by the fact that you were never honest and open

Best of luck! Keep us posted if you are up for it

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@nub up

Feb 20, 2019 at 11:31am

I know for myself, me and my truck load of garbage showed up here because I had just jumped from one won't ever let me speak about it bitch, to another. At the end of the latter, I lost all sense of who I was and fractured. So I came to vent Anonymously. So really unless your the true real or fake coppers and even then. Who are you to say what's what at all really?

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A way to start

Feb 20, 2019 at 6:58pm

Release your wife from a shitty marriage.

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Relax, people

Feb 20, 2019 at 11:47pm

Stop projecting your misery on the OP and give him room to breathe!
Everyone deserves happiness. It's not always found in the place one starts, or with one starts with. Its life, it's how many of us learn and grow. Its messy and not perfect. We all know that, so stop the self-righteousness and put your pitchforks away.

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