I'm a man living in the USA and have a good kid that just turn 25. Been married for 24 years and have never strayed once. Truth is, if it wasn't for my kid we likely would not have made it this far. Time is going by so fast & at times It feels like I have a hole in my heart large enough to run a freight train right through it. I am so broken hearted but no one can tell. I don't ask much but I just honestly wish I could find my real soulmate before it's too late. I hate feeling like this.