There is some help available, but you’re right, the public health authority usually only sees the most severe issues. For other things, if you are on a limited income, there are non profits which have low cost counselling available. Family Services has sliding scale individual counselling. Best wishes to you.

gives a rats ass,
Its a shame so many people in need of someone to talk too.
Its hard when you are trying to heal yourself.
All by yourself.
I was told by a professional " go for lot's walks and go to the library".
That will help you get over being abused and all the sadness you feel inside.
Nice Huh

I feel like perhaps u need to take a step back. I've gotten plenty of help and I'm not any of those things u listed. what is it u want exactly? are u wanting a pharmacological solution? a medical one? do u want psychotherapy? counselling?

what's more, what self help are u using? what techniques are u working on your own to help improve ur situation? I find health care providers much more accepting of a plan that includes both patient initiative and medical help too. take ownership. u can't do it alone but they can't do it for u either.