Come and I will sing you

All I want to do is sing. But that is the thing I am most afraid to do. Why is it like that? Why are the things that are so close to our hearts the things we are most terrified of expressing? I know not everyone is like that, some people are just totally free and don't seem self-conscious about expressing themselves. But I have a bird in my heart that wants to fly, and I keep it caged, repressed, barely alive, and show it to no one. It's so painful but I keep doing it.

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SO me!

Jun 15, 2019 at 9:03pm

Singing is the thing that brings me the most joy. I am pretty good at it too. Unfortunately my insecurities and severe stage fright have prevented me from sharing it publicly. You’re not alone.

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Your so cold I can not, hold on.

Jun 15, 2019 at 9:04pm

I try as best as I can to keep a level head and move in the right direction which I was sure towards your shinning heart. It looks so dim now you have changed so much I'm scared of you in a very real sense of fear now. I'm dying physically because of your unyielding pain. Sorry sweetheart I'm pulling back like way I can not stay front line any longer this love solider is a worrier in need of rest and care and attention. It's been offered I'm accepting and healing and I will think on things.

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iggy

Jun 15, 2019 at 11:28pm

don't give up

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Hmm..

Jun 16, 2019 at 1:04am

Are you saying that you're a stupid coward?

9 17Rating: -8

Sometimes....

Jun 16, 2019 at 5:57am

....you just have to step up and do it! No pressure, but I did it in front of 300 people. Crazy good response.

@hmm

Jun 16, 2019 at 2:18pm

No I'm saying that I didn't do that which I was being called out for, expressing my feelings because I had a vision of how bad that could go for me. So when I did it was just as I expected and the funny part it was no surprise or really that painful at all. It only makes me sad now that someone so amazing with such strength of heart could so easily allow cowards to light her way. I do not mean myself yes sure cowardly dose describe me at times. Still though when it matters most and things are at these most desperate ask yourself does my heart find it's lion path. I think so, but I'm not looking through eye's searching to assign blame. My eyes only want to see a place and time where you have despite it all truly shown yourself how strong you are. I really thought… no I know you can do it I just hope it's not too late. Wake up sweetheart there is one who has your back 1000% and so many that just want you on it. I love you and require nothing for that in regards of reciprocation or validation. I only believe, I deserve some of the respect you give so freely to those who do not deserve your's. Until I can find you again the girl I met who gave me more than I deserved at the time because of where I was at, I can not allow you to keep killing me with your fearful, non-trusting broken heart. I love you just try and hold on to that. My patients are waning though and I am feeling so not loved at all.

So cold

Jun 16, 2019 at 3:29pm

Nobody Cares lying sack of garabage.
Found a fish huh.
Too bad for them.

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Please do me the favor of,

Jun 16, 2019 at 3:42pm

Not blaming me anymore for the short comings in you that prevented us from even remaining friends. I believe and care not if you do not, that I lived a very violent 24 plus months and nearly died, so how about now that you love not anymore you kindly show me a little fucking respect!

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Just One

Jun 17, 2019 at 10:16am

More thing..
IMPORTANT ONE
Maybe telling this person to their very face
" I love you".
Try it see what happens.
It cant be worse than pineing over someone and never knowing .
Good Luck

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@justOne

Jun 17, 2019 at 3:39pm

Your either trying to be funny, which your not, Or you really do not understand that that very thing was stated not more than 72 hrs ago. She responded just as I had expected and held off for so long for. Like a scared little bunny.

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