2020 soon enough
posted September 17th, 2019 at 7:55 PM
This year has been sad for me. I know it's early but I really can't wait for it to finally be over and done come December 31st. Let's see...I got blinded side by a person whom I thought was a true friend until I realized that he just used me to pay for his booze. Then I found out that someone else from my past died six months ago and I never even got to say goodbye. Went through some job changes over the summer and it's been hard adjusting to a new routine. There are times when I feel like crying because of all this stress, but I'm doing the best that I can to persevere past it.
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Post a CommentWhy Dec. 31st
Sep 17, 2019 at 10:08pm
It’s just a day on the calendar. Why not start now?
When in Rome
Sep 17, 2019 at 11:14pm
As I was told by someone a while ago, "Drinking is a friend necessity."
Which makes booze an essential expression of true friendship here. Therefore, legit. He's on point, and you're confused about the meaning of "friend".
He was being one, and you weren't. Tsk. Well, live and learn (and drink, apparently).
I'm a fish out of water in this "culture". Well, more like a fish in orbit: suffocating in a cultural and intellectual vacuum, and freezing to death from lack of human warmth.
Good thing it's not personal. Nothing here is.
Suggest listen to some good music
Sep 18, 2019 at 8:31am
and choose carefully what music truly comforts your soul; not what the mass purveyors push on the marketplace but those musics which really bring comfort and healing.
Things dont change
Sep 18, 2019 at 10:13am
Things dont automatically change like magic when the year switches over. Sorry to tell you but there is no automatic reset button. Stop hanging with losers. Sorry about your friend passing.
I definitely empathize with your bad year
Sep 18, 2019 at 2:28pm
but you know it's not the year 2019 that's causing all of this, just a bad stretch.
It's like people that make New Year resolutions. It's just a mark on the calendar. Make changes now!
You're luck will turn, it always does.
Good luck to you, I hope that it starts getting better now, today, not just in 2020.
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