you become care-less and being care-less always leads to self harm. Suggest you take charge of your inertia and simply do something to help those less fortunate than yourself. Don't ask me why it works because i don't got all the answers but, i do know that it will reciprocate back to you and give your life meaning and inner wellness.

This feeling will pass. It will come again, but it will also pass again. Vancouver can be tough and the change of the seasons to a greyer season can suck.

Hugs. Shit will get better.

You sound depressed. That's what it feels like. It's often like the nothing in the Neverending Story, just creeps in and will to life starts melting away. It's a common effect of dissociating, which is a thing a lot of us are doing a lot of the time without realizing it to manage stress from our f**ked up society.
One of the most effective interventions is activating the parasympathetic nervous system. One way to do that is with your senses - look at or imagine something beautiful, something soft, something smooth, smell something great, taste something, etc.
It doesn't solve the problems that keep the stress high, but it can help make you more able to cope. Wishing you better times soon!

I was where you were but have started a health regiment (The Cruise Control Diet by Jorge Cruise) and realize that your diet can affect your emotional & mental health.
No more sugary foods (guess what -bread & flour products are high glycemic -sugary- foods) and processed shit.

Like you have to make a change.
Dont be afraid to ask for help there are Lots of nice folks out there:(
Maybe you got handed the shitty end of the stick.
No worries it just takes one change to start the ball rolling.
Never let anyone push you around.
Ever..
You push back!!!
No one runs your life but you.
You decide..
Or other option lay down and fall asleep.
But thats sounds awefully boring:)

That's exactly what I do, I think it's a phase. The previous dreams are totally dashed, they were bizarre anyways but at least I had goals and energy and something to fucking work towards. But I was going thru what I think was a phase then too.

Damn all you like doesn't faze me