Depressed confession

I turned 60 this past August I'm on government disability only have one friend plus my siblings when I turned 60 it hit me, I've wasted my life never accomplished anything being on government disability for mental health (though at least ive never been hospitalized) doesn't give you much opportunities in life....never financially secure because it's expensive to live here even with my part time job, never be able to date....& even not into their music heard that Eddie Money did and today Ric Ocasek, I'm tired of hearing people dying......I don't want to die....I don't want to die in my sleep especially by myself alone in my apartment like I am every single damn night of my life:(


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Same age as you

Sep 16, 2019 at 12:08pm

Also with mental health issues.
Not on disability thankfully but I know the struggle.
The single thing more than any other that helps me is exercise.
The gym, a hike in nature, a bike ride, just a walk in the neighbourhood.
Good luck to you!


Sep 16, 2019 at 12:14pm

Eddie Money Died..
So Shitty.
Dont be Sad.
Get out there spread your dam wings already.
Whatch Ya waiting , Whatch Ya waiting , Whatch Ya waiting ,Whatch ya waiting For..
Tic tock Tic tock Tic tock

"Never Grow Old

Sep 16, 2019 at 12:16pm

no matter how long you live. Never cease to stand like curious children before the Great Mystery into which we were born." - Albert Einstein.


Sep 16, 2019 at 12:33pm

These confessions make me hope I never have to rely on governmental assistance.

You weren't a material success boohoo

Sep 16, 2019 at 12:58pm

Dying alone in your apartment while you sleep isn't nearly as bad as dying alone, cold, and hungry out on the street in the middle of winter with no family, and no friends to watch your back like so many others do each year. If you really think about it, you have nothing to really complain about, and plenty to be thankful for.


Sep 16, 2019 at 3:11pm

You lived in a cardboard box when you grew up ? You're lucky!

-Monty Python

Something in this caused me to.

Sep 16, 2019 at 4:24pm

Stop breathing. I felt very unhappy for you, but I think it's because your much younger. I was overcome with sadness. To which I realized was also mixed and stired with guilt. I need to look at this and resolve it. Thank you.


Sep 16, 2019 at 9:09pm

It’s not too late to make a change in your life. You can’t change the past, but you have control over your present and future! I’m cheering for you. Volunteer, join a club, make some new connections. Not saying it will be easy, but it will be worth it.

@ boohoo

Sep 16, 2019 at 11:43pm

Cardboard box..
Monty Python..
So funny
Serious Note. Every dam person on this planet deserves a safe place to rest your head at night. Some door thats yours and yours alone. You can close it and know your home. Safe Peace of Mind.
It should be a law!

@ never grow old

Sep 16, 2019 at 11:47pm

Amazing Reference..
Inner Child, Wonder, Magic , Sense of Adventure.
Never loose that.
Thats when you grow old.
Its true.

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