I can't stop them from popping up. Memories of exes from relationships that hurt me. Not always positive, but sometimes positive; not always negatives, but sometimes negative. Times I felt lost and alone and utterly confused. Times I just didn't understand why they seemed to not care if we were together. I just can't get away from the memories, after all this time. I guess I feel like I was treated unfairly. But that isn't fair or right because it doesn't matter how they treated me - because they aren't in my life anymore. Because they weren't good for me and I wasn't good for them (okay, okay, I'm assuming on this one). I just wish I could get them out of my head. I don't regret the relationships, I think. Life isn't fair and life is often painful. But I just wish these memories would stay in the past.