My life and work life have far too much going on in them. I need a 2 week vacation but I can't. I have the money for it but for other reasons I can't. I smoke weed and on the weekend I drink some alcohol to cope with the stress. I know it's not what I should be doing but shit, it feels too good not to do it right now. Weed so I sleep. Alcohol to escape to a happier place. It's all I can do for now.