Defeat

posted November 6th, 2019 at 2:14 AM

My leaps and strides over the years have barely ever counted as babysteps to anyone I made matter . There was a point where my thoughtless enthusiasm attracted friends and even a lover, but as soon as I attempted to care I was low digits on the score cards. And I let it bother me. So much so that I got stuck in sadness and hurt. Yes I'm "sensitive ".. so f@#$ING what. I give up. I never came here to gain your praise. I don't wanna be anything anymore . Im the kind who can't fit. Enjoy. I can't do this anymore

11 Comments

Never fit in

Nov 6, 2019 at 6:59am

How boring and uninteresting.
Be the best you, A leader and if no one wants to follow you.
Well then its their loss .. Forge your own trails
You can have fun in a paper bag.. LoI
Its true✴. Paper Bag

Also defeated

Nov 6, 2019 at 10:59am

Welcome to my world.

So whats

Nov 6, 2019 at 11:55am

your plan then ?
I have a plan!
You gotta have a plan man..lol
But seriously whats the plan?
Me Too Done.

think about what you wrote

Nov 6, 2019 at 12:41pm

So what? Because it hurts you. That's "so what".

You're not here to get praise: good, good first step.

You're not here to get criticism either, or at least not to be crushed by it. You're here for a short time to do whatever it is you can do.

This has nothing to do with fitting in and everything to do with learning how to take a hit and keep rolling.

Good luck!

@never fit in

Nov 7, 2019 at 7:46am

i'm not the op but that was cool how u done said that.

U sweet

Nov 7, 2019 at 1:33pm

But Im too foolish at heart for most, especially this forum..
Eat Me Alive. They wood..Lol
Take Care

u

Nov 7, 2019 at 3:03pm

sweet emotion

@U

Nov 8, 2019 at 1:56am

No
Your sweeter..lol
Are you lost.
Cause I'm not that hard to find you know!
"Tag your it "
Ya Im silly, I cant help it
Im a big old silly dreamer.
Wanna dream with me :)

Acquaintance

Nov 8, 2019 at 9:41am

You sound like someone I know who complains a lot. I fell in love with him actually and he has everything going for him and doesn’t see it. He just continues to whine about what a shit hole everything is. Can’t be around that too much. It drives people away.