I push myself to try something new and end up hating myself for trying.

Sometimes participating in this activity called "living" feels like too much work. Most of the time I'd rather just stay in bed and scroll through photos of people I don't really care about. Lately I've been trying to challenge myself by trying new things but there seems to be no fulfillment in that either. I know what I have to do to get things done. But in the end, who cares if I end up not accomplishing anything? I'm not sure if I do anymore.

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That's no good

Nov 15, 2019 at 1:01pm

Sounds like you may have been compromised by a creature or entity of a parasitical nature that's been draining, and feeding off of your life's energy. Be careful. Wolves in sheep's clothing can look very human.

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Don't put too much pressure on yourself

Nov 15, 2019 at 2:14pm

You are good enough as you are.

If you want to stay in bed and scroll, why not do that for awhile? Maybe that means that you need some deep rest, or have some underlying depression that needs tending to. Totally been there and can relate.

If scrolling social media becomes boring, maybe navigate to a new website that you've never been to. Find a new YouTube channel. Watch a 5 minute TED talk. Something small that sparks your mind.

Change doesn't have to involve a huge push. Sometimes the littlest actions can eventually result in huge perspective shifts. Like how a wave gently erodes a rock over time.

Fulfillment looks different for everyone. Some people are content just being. Some people are ambitious and goal oriented and want to rule the world. There is no right or wrong way. The important thing is to be true to what your soul is telling you.

I've had this problem too

Nov 15, 2019 at 4:30pm

It's because a regular life would be too mundane for someone of your genius and intellectual caliber. It's not so much that you need something new, as it is you need something challenging. You need to build a Martian Death Ray, and take over the world with it... before I do.

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Boo....

Nov 15, 2019 at 6:25pm

Not one is good enough. Get over yourself.. all of you..

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