I am kind of missing family.

Sure close and my family is not a word that is in an on point manner. I'm really nervous about being alone with these people. I do not hate or mistrust it's about the awkward. I had a friend we were really close. I fucked not long ago and walked away from her in a baby like tantrum. Now she has either taken the pain of that to a self destructive position she feels she deserves. Or is so sad and unhappy with life, herself, me and all he things that should bring the best. I wish I could ask my friend to be my tag along, but really at this point it's unlikely I can ask her what time it is. Oh be my love or my heart I will never find or get this piece called love right. A curse I must carry by the mark of sadness it creates in me and others.

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Crossroads

Dec 12, 2019 at 1:51pm

Seeing as this forum is a place to showcase and explore the inner dialogues we host with ourselves, I would like to challenge the truth
of the statement:

"I will never find or get this piece called love right."

Romantic or not, what are some times that you HAVE gotten the piece called love right? How have you helped family, friends, and pets see the light in themselves?

If a family member or friend expressed these feelings to you, would you be as hard on them as you are on yourself? Why or why not? How might your response make or break the way they view themselves and their resulting outcomes?

How could "I will never find or get this piece of love right" make the shift to "I am willing to give love and worthy of receiving love"?

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Anonymous

Dec 12, 2019 at 3:23pm

I can't even read ur first sentence.

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Maybe it’s time

Dec 12, 2019 at 9:19pm

to face that baby like tantrum. Own up to it instead of running away from how you behaved. Regardless of the impact you have no control over what other people choose to think, feel, or do so it doesn’t help to feel guilty over what you have no control over. And on the flip side, you are the only person that can choose what you think feel and do and other people have no control over that. If you’re often finding that you respond to others like an infant, maybe it’s a good time to ask why and what you need to give to yourself in order for you to respond differently.

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sallyknosbest

Dec 13, 2019 at 11:45am

This post makes little sense you start with family, then a girl you dated then you can't love..

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OP opps

Dec 13, 2019 at 2:04pm

first of all I fucked up and walked away from. Not fucked and walked away from. God that is a big misprint I'm so sorry I hope it didn't cause trouble. Second I was only wishing to have her support around seeing people I have not in a long time.

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Op

Dec 14, 2019 at 12:03pm

Please friend can you answer me this. How is it two people whom both of had never been given an actual touching hand of love. Somehow found each other and even with all the blocks in their way showed each other, what true and unconditional love feels like. Think hard you'll know what I'm saying is true. Why you and I always no matter how bad the words we speak or spoke at each other, it always led to tears and forgiveness. It's there hun just look.

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