Relief
posted January 3rd, 2020 at 4:46 PM
I heard him packing this morning before I left on my walk. I felt hope. I didn’t feel any anxiety about him leaving. I wanted him to leave. I feel like being with him was holding me back mentally. Then relief when he actually did. I haven’t cried.
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Post a CommentHope
Jan 4, 2020 at 11:01am
I've been in a relationship that ended similar. I remember near the beginning of the end being filled with anxiety, miserable, crying alone, arguing all the time, feeling like I was the only one trying to do whatever I could to salvage the relationship. Then finally deciding to let go. It was the calmest I had felt in years. Hopeful. Happy. No tears. Best decision I ever made.
What did he pack like a gym bag?
Jan 5, 2020 at 3:54am
That's what I did. But I didn't let her know. She would have harmed if not killed me. Literally
@Hope
Jan 7, 2020 at 12:59pm
I’m not the OP, but thank you so much because I needed to know that I’m not the only one who has felt what you describe.
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