There’s this woman...who I had a crush on in our 20’s....I tried to date her for many years but she had a boyfriend in the beginning and then she played hard to get. Then I went through a tough and dark time in my life for about 4 years and I avoided her because I didn’t want to bring her into my shit. Someone she knows found me recently and I can’t get this woman outta my head now. This woman I had a crush on I still talked to 3-5x/yr before I was made. Still avoiding at all costs. She showed she wants to ignite the fire again. Or at least that is how I read our brief conversations. Now, life is getting better...slowly... and I’m feeling warmer to the idea of seeing her again for the first time in about 48 months. I fear one thing....a ring on her finger.