Rock bottom

Or at least it feels like it. The good thing is that there’s no where to go but up. I’ve finally accepted that a relationship that almost destroyed me is well and truly over. It still hurts but I’m done fighting for it. I’ve let myself sink into an abyss so deep that I barely recognized myself. Self medicating with booze, not taking care of myself or doing any of the things that I always loved to do. Now I feel this sense of now or never. No more grief for what is lost. Digging deep inside for that tough and resilient person that’s been too quiet for too long. Wish me luck; it’s not going to be easy but I know I can do this.

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automaton

May 20, 2020 at 5:05pm

It may not be easy, but you CAN do this. avoid future regret and believe in yourself. you don't need luck, you just need focus.

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Yes

May 20, 2020 at 7:53pm

You can do this. I believe in you xo

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hugs and good luck

May 20, 2020 at 7:54pm

that is all

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I hear that!

May 20, 2020 at 9:04pm

I'm at this place too, and it's taken me a longtime to get here. Maybe it's just a sign that this world and this life as we've known it is about to come to it's climatic end.

9 2Rating: +7

This feels like I wrote it.

May 22, 2020 at 9:55pm

And the push ups were directed to myself. So just in case thanks and I'll my best.

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