This began a spiral that ended my relationship and subsequently my old life. Sometimes I miss her but I know that right now I am the best version I have ever been. I still struggle like everyone else and have off days but god damnit when adversity strikes I just seem to have a knack for picking myself up, dusting off, and reincarnating myself. The only thing I am still upset about sometimes is that she dumped me over the phone. I may be a lot of things but I never deserved that. I suppose everything is exactly as it is meant to be in the end.