More than two years ago

I gave up the drink and I gave up a man. I see the hurt I caused him now that I've healed the hurt he caused me. I was so confused and now it all makes sense. I wish we could reverse the tape and I could help him understand too so he doesn't make the same mistakes next time ripping up his and other people's hearts but I can't. It would open our addictive connection and wreak havoc. I guess I'll just have to leave this here and hope he gets the message.

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Anonymous

Sep 23, 2020 at 9:07pm

I wish this was for me. A bit more than 2 years ago I lost the most important person in my life. Every day I have thought about her and I’ve been unable to move on. At this point I’ve resigned myself to living out the rest of my life sad and alone.

Shit bro you sound.

Sep 24, 2020 at 9:21am

Just like me!? Is that what I sound like and forget sound is this the bullshit driver's thinking that's stearing my bus? Bro we need to WAKE THE FUCK UP!!

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Get over it

Sep 24, 2020 at 3:54pm

Move on and let go. Allow them to do the same. You were never that special.

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Coward

Sep 25, 2020 at 12:54am

Nothing follows. Not needed.
This is a dead end. A small, obscure place of no particular significance. You may as well say it to your pillow.
If you were unkind, fix it. Nothing needs to follow that, either.

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Anonymous

Sep 25, 2020 at 10:12am

Similar but different. You remind me of a reality avoidant attachment guy who calculates and manipulates and tries to trauma bond me to his black hole existence. I can't speak for the guy you're writing about but in my experience he overly inflates his significance and takes the easy way out every time. It's possible to move on with or without any real effort from our abusers. I know I do.

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@Anon

Sep 25, 2020 at 4:52pm

Whatever. Your black hole is what is too inflated!

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@@Anonymous

Sep 25, 2020 at 8:06pm

There you go hiding behind yourself again as someone eloquently put it. What you wrote makes no sense and I'm not surprised. I've seen the other comments you left on posts parroting back what was said. You literally don't have the depth to self-reflect. Where your heart is supposed to be is a gaping hole. It'd be satisfying to nail your toxic head to the wall for all to see and avoid (metaphorically speaking) but there's no need - you write your own painful endings to existence without any help from the outside world :)

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Wtf!! Is wrong with some people.

Sep 26, 2020 at 12:52pm

Anonymous I'm mostly talking about your bitter and clearly tormented ass. Regardless of where or where not Op is in their emotional life you are far from even close to being the one who should judge that, like edge of the known universe far from. Keep your spiteful tone locked up with your heart for now. So that you may not have to wish to explain why later on only to be swiftly judged and likely He won't speak for you. Be nice sir/madam be nice the world is gross enough without you spewing puke like this all over as well.

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@Wft

Sep 26, 2020 at 9:36pm

"Similar but different". You didn't read, you reacted. That probably has to do with the words hitting close to home for you. I'm sharing a personal experience that in no way was judgmental. You on the other hand felt judged and are hiding behind religion this time, "He"? Maybe you need to resolve your inner turmoil before throwing stones at random anonymous people.

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Bel Biv DeVoe called

Sep 27, 2020 at 1:56pm

They want their poison back.

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