Something feels a little off about this relationship. I notice you are idealizing him and devaluing your own natural responses. Check in with those instincts.

Girl you tooting your own horn again.
Good for you.
Work on that first.

stop waiting for others to bring you happiness.

I would hired a PI (or friends) to see what he is up to when he is away. He might be inside somebody else's space. Or do you have an open relationship so it would not matter?

If you're telling the truth, then prove it. And I mean really prove it, directly.

Thanks

~ That Boy

A good thing to remember is not to put the keys to your happiness in someone else's pockets.

I couldn't agree more, well said.

cat needs some alone time, I hope you'll respect it.

Yeah because when an introverted guy needs to be alone to recharge, in your mind he's automatically screwing some other woman.
The simple fact is- you don't trust others because you don't trust yourself.

This sounds too familiar to me. That feeling of being special. He made me feel like that too. In fact, I found out that he was making a LOT of women feel like that. Just a word of advice; take it or leave it: if your gut instinct is telling you that you need to protect yourself because it senses something wrong, for god’s sake listen to it! I didn’t. What transpired was me getting my heart obliterated by a guy who is completely incapable of any type of commitment whatsoever, to anyone or anything. He couldn’t even commit enough to keep a fish alive. He told me that he really believes that he’s god’s gift to women because he knows how to make them feel good. Great. Until they’re heartbroken that is, at which time he’ll disappear while telling you that it’s all their fault. So unless you’re truly okay with that type of relationship, cut your losses and run. Seriously. Please listen.