I'm getting ready to give up

I have tried so much.

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me too

Apr 23, 2021 at 6:00am

but I don't know what that will mean

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tiredeyes

Apr 23, 2021 at 10:18am

please don't. things will get better. you may not believe they will but i know they will.

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"Life is not a problem to be solved,

Apr 23, 2021 at 11:33am

but a reality to be experienced. Face the facts of being what you are, for that is what changes what you are. Don't forget to love yourself." - Søren Kierkegaard

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@"Life is not a problem to be solved,

Apr 23, 2021 at 12:43pm

.. people threw fruit at Kirkegaard in the street/.

Winston Churchill said

Apr 23, 2021 at 2:56pm

"Success consists of going from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm." Thomas Edison once said, “I have not failed 10,000 times—I've successfully found 10,000 ways that will not work." Maybe they sound trite or hackneyed to you -- but there's wisdom in these quotes. Life is a battle. Almost all of the battle is about your attitude. If you've decided it's over, you've already lost. It's really hard to keep going sometimes. Things can seem impossible, insurmountable, hopeless. Think of your life like a book. Giving up isn't an interesting, satisfying ending to your story. What happens next, op? Are you going to keep fighting? We need heroes.

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Anonymous

Apr 23, 2021 at 5:21pm

Why do you struggle, my friend?

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If I gave in to that...

Apr 23, 2021 at 5:55pm

I’d have been dead at 16. I’m now 73. Yes, there’s been many really difficult situations in my life. It hasn’t been an easy on, that’s for sure. But I believe that we’re here to learn as much as possible before we can ascend to a higher plane of existence. I’m tired. More than you can possibly imagine. But I’m still here and I’m still fighting to understand and I’m willing to keep learning.

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Same here

Apr 23, 2021 at 6:32pm

I'm sick of getting back up just to be tossed back down into the mud again. I've had enough of this world. I'm going into the mountains to find a cave to live in. Maybe some grizzly bear will grant me an honorable death.

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Yeah...

Apr 23, 2021 at 8:27pm

There is simply nothing more I can do here, in this situation, or this state of consciousness.

I've done my utmost to understand what is really going on in reality/life/consciousness/my own experiences. I've done my utmost to understand, reduce, and remove delusions and falsehoods. I've done my utmost to not die from being needlessly violated by forced drugging and other unethical institutional and systemic practices.

And I've done my utmost to connect to, merge with, communicate with, and reunify with my twin. But even though (afaict) she is vividly aware of me and has been for over a decade, she never initiates any kind of direct contact. Even though I have nothing and no one else, and never have. There is an absolute metric mountainload of clearly deliberately inserted second-layer meaning and symbolism in really large numbers of things that is not explainable by delusional misinterpretation, but not much more than that.

Can this just end with a real, physical Reunion already? Because I don't know how much longer I'll actually be around with nothing but this.

Sincerely,

~ That Boy

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@people threw fruit at Kirkeegard in the street

Apr 24, 2021 at 4:48pm

people threw bullets at MLK & many others too .... so what is the point you are trying to make?

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