It wasn't ALL bad

The person whom I think was the love of my life and I are over. It's been a journey of self discovery and reflection. Gave booze a big break. Got a counselor. Started dealing with things I've left for quite some time. It feels like a backstep , but sometimes I'll sit at a park we'd goto and try to forget it ended. We had a few parks I guess. We would go and just be together sometimes. Sometimes Wed meet up after a fight and cry and argue and kiss and.... it was passionate at times. Looking back, when I let myself, I'm happy someone cared to be that passionate with me. It meant something. It's probably quieter without us too.ha

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To quote Blink !82

Apr 6, 2021 at 7:26am

The start was something good, but some good things must end.

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Oh man

Apr 6, 2021 at 8:16am

I hope this is a certain person from my past.

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It’s interesting

Apr 6, 2021 at 11:59am

The ones who drove you nuts, or you drove nuts are the ones who linger forever in your heart. Love ain’t for cowards friend

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Few are

Apr 6, 2021 at 9:05pm

Relationships are rarely “all” bad. There’s a reason for why we wind up with certain people, and a reason for why some relationships work and some don’t. It sounds like you’re at least half way there in terms of reconciling the feelings you have about that experience. Good or bad, we can always take something away to keep, in our memories.

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@ It's interesting

Apr 6, 2021 at 10:21pm

Yeah... if you can't handle the arguments and drama, then "Love" ain't for you. See the Life of Pain confession above.

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H.....?

Apr 6, 2021 at 10:44pm

Is that all?

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Sentimental fool

Apr 6, 2021 at 11:41pm

All the bright shiny things end so quickly...and they don't come back

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Anonymous

Apr 8, 2021 at 4:01pm

Yes
Yes it was all bad.
Depends on who's eyes you are looking through.
All bad :0

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The real lesson here is

Apr 9, 2021 at 9:03pm

If you have someone you’d like to hold onto it’s best to get your shit together while you’ve got them.

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Op@ the real lesson

Apr 11, 2021 at 11:00am

It’s not the lesson at all, but good try. I didn’t wanna hold onto them for certain reasons just as they must’ve had reasons. No one said anything about needing to get “ shit together”?! I never really had them. I learned later on there was a lot of deception and I am passed it. I guess what I mean to say is that I just miss them from time to time but other than that I do my best to forget.

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