I saw the woman I have been madly in love with for almost three years now this morning. She had recently told me she's not interested in me, which shattered my heart. When I saw her this morning I was about as sad a loser as a man can feel like. She didn't look that good and I didn't feel as good as I had everytime I'd seen her and talked with her in the past. I was sad and depressed all day until a stunning Thai woman named Vanessa walked past me around 4pm. I said hello and she gave me a smile that melted my heart. I asked her out for dinner but she was a little too shy so we talked awhile. We decided to meet for lunch tomorrow. I am now so fucking happy it's not funny. From a women who seems to like to smash my heart to a beautiful woman who wants to be my friend and is obviously attracted to me in mere hours! Wow, life can be so weird.