Isolation Self Conversation

It is the toughest part of the pandemic for myself, but one that I have been working on. Going out and being social is easy, coming home and re-envisioning peoples views of my interactions of them is exhausting and anxiety inducing. The amount of emails I DO NOT send now is progress. I don't text rambles, I comment less on things. But even two years later, on a good day with friends and new people I will come home curl up in and ball and think to myself that my view of everything going well was wrong and that every one probably hated me. I don't like mask socialization, but life is moving on. Masks and curling up in a ball are part of the day to day. Life moves on. :)

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Anonymous

Jan 13, 2022 at 2:11pm

How very sad for you. Some people think life is a prison and so it is.

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It’s okay

Jan 13, 2022 at 3:13pm

No one gives a fuck how you seem in public. People only think about themselves.

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Anonymous

Jan 13, 2022 at 5:25pm

Opposite of life moving on. That's life being held back and inability to move forward.

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Anonymous

Jan 14, 2022 at 7:12am

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