It won’t work out

I dated a woman who was dating an older man, who asked her to marry him, and she asked me if I would remain to be her boyfriend after they married. It can get weird out there in the dating game.

You're smart enough to know that you reap what you sow. Affairs create bad karma. In the future, learn from this experience, this wallowing in crappy feelings, and make wiser choices.

Over it.

she sounds great.

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/philanderer

To both of you. Neither of you has any integrity, so you both deserve what you get.

Like a real keeper :)

I don't want to upset anyone or get inbetween anyone -_- I really don't.

Lewdness is probably temporary (she has a twin flame who is very not me?), although Mommy Cuddles are Forever.

It would help if I could ever properly Hear or connect with "that" Her, but, alas. I do my best. :)

She needs both of you, public life private life and a secret life. People have many different parts of them so enjoy the ride and don’t get to clingy