from your imperfection. You are exactly the same after death as you were before. Nothing changes; you only give up the body. If you are a thief or a liar or a cheater before death, you don't become an angel merely by dying. If such were possible, then let us all go and jump in the ocean now and become angels at once! Whatever you have made of yourself thus far, so will you be hereafter. And when you reincarnate, you will bring that same nature with you. To change, you have to make the effort. This world is the place to do it." - Yogananda

Perhaps this is the time to exercise accountability and be the change instead of voicing dramatic threats.

Sociopathy.
The only person that needs to worry is your partner.

Are you saying this because you’re always told that everything is your fault? Some people have a special talent for evading responsibility and making the other person the scapegoat. Maybe step back a little and consider the situation from another perspective?

Just quit whatever is messing with your relationship.

I have been married for over 30 years.

My wife and I have argued and argued and hated each other so many times. Watch animals in the zoo and you will see how stress affects caged up creatures and people are no different.

You might want to see if you have ADHD. I had the same problem and it turns out I was undiagnosed. I seems weird but it could change your life for the better.

It sounds like ADHD to me and if it is, there are things that can help you. Best of luck to you!

Sorry that made me laugh. Who the hell said anything about wanting to be an angel?