Lost Love

I just lost the love of my life because of our toxic drinking relationship. If either of us were strong enough to actually quit the drinking we likely would have been together forever. I'm truly crushed in my heart and soul and the only thing keeping me going is my kids. I know she loved me but she just grew to eventually become mean every time she got drunk and kick me out daily until i finally gave up and left. That cost me like 4k and now i am so stressed every day that it is literally at a maximum level of all time. I never ever in my wildest dreams thought we would truly break up...most people didn't. When i asked my kids their favorite part about my new place they said that she wasn't there. That further broke my heart and i'm trying to learn to accept that it's over but my insides are fighting it tooth and nail.

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Feb 8, 2023 at 7:43pm

I’m confused. Was it only her that was drinking, or was it both of you? From the gist of your post it sounds like you’re placing the entire blame for the failure of your relationship on her. Do you think your behaviour factored into it at all?

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Feb 9, 2023 at 3:08am

Unlikely I suppose but she might quit drinking herself.

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Anonymous

Feb 12, 2023 at 1:19pm

Hey honey "hiccup"
99 bottles of beer in the wall "hiccup" 99 bottles of beer, take one down pass it around "hiccup"
Ah shit you know the rest " hiccup"
:)

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