I left the city. Pandemic was very difficult while also navigating heartbreak and watching loved ones fall yo addiction. I now live in the woods in northern bc. Every time I visit , I feel less and and less inclined. I don't like being around people anymore , or the buzz of energy that comes from being in the city. It's all so different now. Everyone aged out or died. Life is much slower and I am so very in love. I confess . I am no longer who I used to be. The party is over. I love my quiet.