No contact

I go through phases with it. Block and unblock. Feeling strong and then weak. Feeling sad but then free. But every time I get weak again I regret it. I unblock and then they reach out. A call or a text. If they catch me in a weak moment I reply and then it starts. Some back and forth and teasing and laughing and then for a brief time my heart fills with hope again. I forget for just a minute about all the other times. So I was weak and I got sucked into that delusional thinking for a few days and then snap! Just like that, the texts stop and no phone calls and it’s clear they were just testing to see if they still had me. But that’s okay. I’m strong enough now to know that what I’m feeling is normal, and I’m not the messed up one who just wants to f*** with someone’s feelings because they need that rush. I’d rather be me any day.

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twins

Jan 16, 2024 at 2:04pm

damn, did i write this?

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B Diddy

Feb 12, 2024 at 7:17pm

These type of dating games are what's wrong with society.

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