I’m trapped in a relationship with my wife, I feel like I am wasting the last few good years of my life. She controls every aspect of our lives, finances, friends, Sex life and children. She only seems attracted to me if she’s been drinking and makes me feel like garbage when she’s sober.
I can’t get out, yet I can’t go on….
No one really knows it but there's a set of facial exercises I do for toning. It's for tension release too but let's face it (pun) it's mostly an attempt to defy gravity. You can imagine that because they involve your face, when doing them you can look pretty ridiculous.
What I've realized is that there's an unintended benefit to having to wear a mask. Over these past 18 months I've gotten waaaay more reps in every day than I used to! Walking, in the elevator, shopping, on transit...I've been doing my exercises and no one's the wiser. I do leave out the eye roll ones though, nobody needs that : D
(exercised smiley face there)
I haven't changed my glasses lenses in 6 or 7 years. Only in the last 5 months has my eye sight been getting blurry. I just hope that it's not double time downhill from here lol
Saving Abel's The Sex Is Good is a good song, however, it brings back memories from my 20's that I wish to forget.
I lived alone since I’m 16 and in all those years I could not love anybody or anything ! Now I’m 32 and scared that I am not equipped with a love system in me ! Ha ha
I guess I always liked freedom of not attaching myself to one place , person or a thing !
I felt food going through my intestines while I was in bed last night. Feeling it move around like a roller coaster.
I haven't taken my shirt off in public before because I'm hairy. I'd love to during summer but I haven't found a way to accept the enormous amount of looks I'd get. I don't get out much but I haven't seen any hairy dudes walkin' around the city with their shirts off.
I am married to a really amazing man. The problem is, I can't shake the memories of being with women. It drives me crazy sometimes. I want to be happily married but its so hard to let go of the thoughts. I search for other married women that can relate to me but I don't think anyone knows how to talk to other women about these kinds of struggles. There must be someone that understands. There must be other married women like me.
My tree is no longer producing lemon fruit and I am frustrated and upset. I think I will have to cut this tree down to find closure.