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I've had a fascination with this space since I first discovered it over a decade ago. Why should I have to speak honestly to someone IRL, or not? I can instead put words here, where they might get seen...or not. And they'll probably be replied to in a dozen different ways by all kinds of anonymous voices, so I can imagine all the possible permutations I would have received had I been brave enough to speak them.

It smells like fascism around here

I'm a white guy. I'd claim to be non discriminatory. I am definitely ANTIFA, BLM, Every child matters, trans rights etc. I don't like racial profiling. But recently witnessed two East Indian security guards who roam my neighborhood harassing three people, two white guys and a native woman, not due to their colour but definitely due to their socio-economic class. So it wasn't really racial profiling, it was money profiling. With a substantial tinge of fascism. You can thank the local shops and business association for keeping harassment real around here. Honestly, I hope they all go out of business. Arrogant scumbags.

In my head, outside my body

Holy crap, I had these little crushes on all these people and it turns out they were waiting for me to die and burn in hell cuz I'm awkward and shit talked a mean person?!? I'm suspecting that is the story of my life and I've been interpreting passive aggressive behavior as flirting?!?@ how do I get over this self hate?! And how do I get away from these toxic people when I finally emerge back into the world?!? Im cringing so hard it hurts

Is everyone I've ever met a compulsive liar?

A guy, trying to impress, told me he was the guitarist in a rush cover band years ago. I was a bit of a rush fan between the ages of 14-18 (beware of any adult into Rush) I played a few of their songs like; Closer To The Heart Villa Strangiato Trees Just between us 2112 So, I ask the guy how Fly By Night goes, as I pass him my guitar.... It's the easiest song. And.... Nada Stop lying to people! You think a semi intelligent person can't see straight through your lies? It doesn't impress, it only points out to people that you need fiction to feel like you've accomplished something, anything. I have ended so many friendships and acquaintances in the last 7 years due to lying. I have no time at all for a liar. Lie once, you won't see me again.


So many drug resistance infections now plaguing humans. Is it because the animals we eat everyday are given antibiotics from birth til they reach our table ? Perhaps you should stop craming them all into little tiny pens where they are more likely to get sick from such cramped surroundings. Then the animals would not need antibiotics ! That's the reason we are now becoming resistant to antibiotics ! It's the poor animals giving humans these resistant bacterias. What the hell !

When your bank borrows...

54 billion USD to shore up its finances.... my eyes sort of roll and wonder who would want to bank there. Banks that are "too big" to fail are definitely ready and trying to pop like a ripe zit. Oh my... Like honestly, why wouldn't you just move your money to another bank if you bank there? This is exactly what will happen.

Now that 420 is legal

The 420 events are ultra lame. Twerps and yuppies show up now. The rest are people who want to act hardcore but ... it's legal, so what's the point of this posturing? The booths are always welcome... but they're in it for the money typically. I can understand why things go out of fashion now.

You are always smiling at me

And I think you're a beautiful woman but I am an ambivert and even though I may seem outgoing I have a very hard time (shy) asking women out whom I think are very, very hot, like yourself. So, if you're interested you have to send me clearer signals. Please.

The Tech People

They have been spoiled rotten and now their jobs are disappearing. It's gonna be really funny to watch them go into environments where they're not allowed to suck on mochas and watch/record TikTok videos. About 1/10 of them actually do work. The rest just pay lip-service and work around that 1 person. I know. I work in tech and it stinks. I hope they finally stop gentrifying cities because their financial bubble burst.


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