My mother has started to ask the marriage question and I told her that I’m too stressed to think about being in relationship. When she asked me what I’m so stressed about I don’t give her a proper answer because I don’t want to hurt her feelings. What I am stressed about is my families financial situation... we’re doing okay as in mortgage and bills get paid and we have enough for groceries and medications but that’s it.. no extra savings for any big emergencies and with our track history we always have new problems popping up. Right now my family has me so I help out as much as I can however if I were meet someone and things went great how am I suppose to afford a wedding? And once we are married how am I suppose help out my family and start a new life with my husband? I don’t know. I think I’ll just avoid relationships, marriage and be single forever.
but I would have started a family with you.
When you buy bananas, they are the same price whether you buy one or ten. So it is ok to separate them. Celery is not like this. There are different prices for the bunch and for single stocks. Sometimes when I buy celery, I take off one or two stalks off the bunch and put them with the singles. I don't need the whole bunch, this way I get most of a bunch without having any left over and throwing it away. I feel guilty about this every time I do it.
I started playing it during the summer and I am pretty sure I put on weight. I don't think this is a sport.
I rush home sometimes,because I forgot to do a simple task she asked me to do before we leave for work. I'll even leave work early to do the dishes before she steps through the door.
She has a huge OCD about cleaning,and shes been under alot of stress. So I try and make sure theres one less thing at home to freak her out .
Funny thing is,no matter what,theres always something else I forget to do.(why wont you write it down?) Because I forget where I write things down. Meet the human goldfish
It's bad enough I lost my home, dreams, partner, savings, mental & physical health, friends, cat, vehicle, and livelihood (even got scammed for a grand on a lease) this year but now I have to kill the thing that I love the most in this world - my dog.
I'm just a lumpy potato now.
And realized too late that a song for a certain person would be Someone Like You.
(heard it twice, in 2 different stores, yesterday... and thought of him)
Songs for Lost Loves~~
Some people are skinny, and if they want to improve their physique they can lift weights. Some people are overweight, and they could focus on losing weight. Me? I am both skinny and fat at the same time! What the hell am I supposed to do? FML
I shrunk enough to fit back into my pants from two years ago.