I am trying to get rich on the stock market. But the truth is, I don't really care about the money. I just want girls to like me. The things we do for love.
But I don't want her. She's kind of crazy and hot...
I want to do dirty things to her, but I don't want to connect to the personality forever :/
I would be scared that I get trapped in a relationship... forever.
Done with social media
Done with the likes
Done with the dumb food/latte art/beer pics
Done with seeing pictures of people doing nothing
Done with wasting life on this
Done with people posting and never talking to me IRL
Done with the approval seeking
There are some confessions on this page that are gut wrenching. The pain people endure is amazing. I have great sympathy for them while i'm reading them.
On another hand though, I can't help but think that we each choose our lives. Yes, we all suffer to some degree in our lives and that suffering can cause life long drama, yes, yes. BUT we ALL get to choose what we do, and how we live our lives. It's no one else fault if you do not have zen.
I woke up early Saturday. lay in bed day dreaming for a few hours about life, my past/furture etc. and now I'm here quietly drinking a coffee in peace. Because I choose to have this lifestyle I'm more content than I think I've ever been. But I choose it, by not having crazy people in my life. Choosing to spend more time on/with myself more than anyone else. You can do it to, you just have to want it.
I told her I was tired of all her crazy shit.
*Morgan Freeman Narrator Voice*
But he wasn't tired of all her crazy shit at all. Every day he woke up hoping for more of her crazy shit. But more crazy shit never came.
My uncle was admitted to the hospital last week. He suffered from a massive stroke and they put him in the intensive care unit. I’m hoping he’ll pull through and make it, but on the other hand he doesn’t deserve to be a vegetable waiting to die. Somehow I think that maybe the doctors should just let him go in peace so that he won’t suffer anymore. Set him free.
I realize today that you can get through life with out common sense
A few dogs
A spiders web
My co worker encounters a raccoon regularly on his way home
Weeks a go I saw a Stellars jay
But the wildest creatures I encounter each day are humans
I live with the dysfunction at my workplace because I have a roof over my head and the alternatives are worse.
I was abused by my husband in every way for 17 years, I have PTSD from it. A year after I left him I met a man I let my guard down and I trusted him and loved him and then he cheated on me.
My ex owes me over $10,000 in child support and he's doing everything possible not to pay it.
Everyone tells me how strong I am but I'm not... I'm hanging on by a thread for my kids.
I used to have hope that it would all get better but you know I know it's not going to. I know life isn't fair but it just seems like for some people it's more fair.