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I met him

When I moved here. Slightly unconventional. Actually a lot. Crazy about him. Music. Sober. Conversation walks. Coffee. Well not much but I wished. But alas he’s a FOMO and no one will ever be enough. I’ll sing. Instead.

This WFH thing won’t last forever

So taking advantage of the empty streets and doing lots of running. It’s reshaped my body because I am not a runner. Even with all the sitting and eating at home, one month of running has made a visible difference. In times of change I look for opportunities for improving.

I’m scared

I did not have a job to lose because of Covid but I unfortunately started looking for one in January and I cannot find one since! My experience is only in retail and hospitality and these are some of the hardest hit industries. Of course they aren’t hiring now. Because I didn’t lose a job, I am not eligible for any benefits and every official channel I try emailing to ask about what help is available has not gotten back to me. Why are people who were lucky enough to be working already when all this happened the ones that are helped? My Savings are now less than 100$ and I’m royally fucked. I am all alone. Im at the point I wish I would get the virus and die.

Most pointless OkCupid convos

Now people just want to talk but have no long term plan of meeting up. What a ridiculous uptime. I think much of the people on OkCupid are crazy.

Some people...they just suck

My landlord doesn’t give a shit about my quiet enjoyment. His family is frugal and he won’t help With the problem. I now have to stand in and call the right people myself...take it off the rent

alls good

I feel a little bit frightened by the worlds instability due to covid, but not so much anxiety, hopelessness and depression as pre-covid. Deep sadness for those lost, deep gratefulness for us here in BC. Really, I don't miss much.

Rose and Smoke Scented One

Rose on it's own reminds me of old women. The smell of cigarettes is just an annoyance. But the two scents together overwhelm me. It's her. I've 'hated' rose since then, but it still intoxicates me when mixed with smoke.

I'm no stalker but..

I feel a tremendous amount of admiration for the dedication of Dr. Bonnie Henry. she makes me proud to be Canadian and consequently makes me want to be a better citizen. A salute to whomever appointed her, your judgement is perfect.

Calorie cut

The number on the scale has crept up a few ticks since the whole quarantine thing. Time to nip this in the bud! I do not want to come out of this fatter than when I went in!

I SAW YOU

English Bay beach green hair/green jacket...

You: On a bike but had stopped at a bench in front of a way-too-busy English Bay beach on Sunday....

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