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Sad changes

We cannot go out and party anymore... Everyone has to work from home or find a new job... and I cannot circumvent the rules for my big fat wedding coming up...

Where oh whereeee

I suddenly have that sad shitty song cover 'Last Kiss' by Pearl Jam running through my head the past few days. I don't think I heard it anywhere and it's not even a song I like. So weird!


Now they tell me. I already ate the smoked salmon. I'm not feeling ill, but I guess I should talk to my doctor. Hahahaha, shit.

Losing friends to covid.

Thank goodness not becoming sick and dying, but losing long time friends because I don't strongly agree that covid is some scheme developed by the uber rich to control the population. covid has been exhausting for everyone, I don't feel the need to eat, sleep, and shit conspiracy theories. Everyone runs their own race I guess.

Long weekend

Felt more relaxed than I have in ages from having the extra day off. I know a lot of people have worked this weekend, so don’t wanna whine, but it’s a shame we can’t get more days off or the shorter week here or there during the pandemic.

Good Cop Bad Cop Parenting Fail

When I was young, my parents decided that the one who was a psychologist would discipline me (and they would abuse the good cop if they defended me). Safe to say, I have a better relationship with the Good Cop.

High School Sweetheart

It was the same story, I went to college in the fall and they had to stay and finish High School. Three weeks later I slept with someone and ended things. Decades later, I have no way of telling the sweetheart that the person I met that first month of college is probably the closest thing I have to a soulmate so it wasn't in vain...

On This Valentines

I'm playing old songs again - reliving old memories. Thank you Toni and Mariah, making me high with these sweet sweet fantasies all over again.


Why is it my Mom only calls when she wants something, I am the one always initiating contact. I've invited her our home and she always has excuses, but will go places with my brother. So, I have stopped asking and the contact has just become an obligation instead of a relationship.

Happy Valentine’s

This is my fifth consecutive year being single on Valentine’s Day, and my annual tradition until this point has been to “check up” on exes and former flames on social media, get drunk and feel sorry for myself, while hoping that someone will “surprise me”. Well, this year I decided to surprise myself by doing something differently, and making a big list of things to be grateful for instead. And it’s truly done wonders today. I have no wish to “check up” on anyone, self-abuse under the guise of self-care, and I don’t feel sad at all. Wishing everyone a great day, whether single or coupled!


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