Chatting here was my last attempt to check for any realizm to this long horrible non fairytale story, I have ever bloody encountered.lol
Its cool, it makes perfect sence.
If there was anyone real that cared.
(As I have been discovering about real love)
No Person Who Cared Or Loved You, Would Just Leave you to float aimlessly in a Horrible Abyss. When they now how badly you want to move on. And If this person in question had any sort of power or love in their heart to change the situation or perhaps start a brand new story.
But you never did anything but try and confuse the shit out of me.
So that my friend leaves us with ABSOLUTELY Nothing to speak of anymore.
You Simply dont exist anymore. You never really did!
Do you understand?
how do people get up every day and work, cook, take care of kids, go to the gym, clean, groom... I write one assignment and am wiped out for the day. Absolutely no strength to do anything else
I don't eat meat but I'd have worshiped her Turkey breasts, Turkey legs, Turkey thighs... well, that's all the euphemisms I got.
ago to Woo a girl.
But as time went on I changed my mind and lost my nerve. "Maybe shes not the one". Too much work!
Now I'm stuck high up in my office looking out wondering whats next.
Is it time to check out or stock up the fridge and bunker down with my warm camel socks for the winter months.
Is this normal or am I messed up?
Many modern-day death announcements says something to the effect of "in lieu of flowers, the family requests donations to...". I don't want that at my funeral. I want the flowers. It'll be the only time I will have every received them.
Someone drew a heart on my door, never figured out who.
I've learned to turn the ringer on my phone off during the weekends, lest I get woken by a stupid robocall.
and she decided that was the tipping point for her. She didn't want to see me anymore. I felt like shit for making her feel so bad. I made myself feel like shit too because I realized that "joke" was against my values as well. Our connection was so special and I just can not stop thinking about her. I know I should move on with life, but the reality is that I rather live with this pain because it reminds me of her.
Is it mean to have a garage sale and sell every bit of junk a mean, horrible person collected? Then use that money to vanish in to the abyss.
When this person took everything you ever had. And never even cared about you, other than a means to an end.
Eye for an Eye?
Im tired of playing nice!
Is that wrong?