I have known this for a long time now I try to be as nice as possible at all times but in some situations I can not help myself.
The one who takes the brunt of this behaviour is my wife. I am very ashamed of this and I wish I could someday make it right but I don’t think I will ever be able to.
She deserves way better treatment than I’m able to provide at times.
For the last many months, I've been walking the seawall around Stanley Park. I've noticed people with dogs, strollers and masks taking care of each other. NOT the runners. They approach from behind or even more disgustingly, right at you, some spitting, most panting and breathing heavily. I've taken to extending my umbrella or a vitamin water out with my left arm, to remind them, they are selfish and in my space. I'm actually enjoying their reactions as they realize what they have done as they run right into it.
I confess that when I hear someone with almost no obvious physical imperfections talking about how they’ve just learned to “accept” their body and all its imperfections, inside my eyes are rolling. Come on! These people who weigh about as much as an average 10 year old, who are somewhere between 20 and 40 years old, who have buckets of money and resources for countless beauty treatments and physical trainers and dieticians, really think that they represent the rest of us? Even the non-celebrity types who have been blessed with amazing genes and who think that their looks are a personal accomplishment of some kind, who can pretty much wear a bag and no makeup and still look great. Pfffftttt.
I went as an exchange student and had a crush on a local girl who later said “Whatta YOU want? within earshot of me after I waved to her. She dedicated the phrase to former NHL player Scott Stevens. Boom. That’s what it felt like. You live and you learn on the way to becoming a Jedi Knight.
Because I have experienced a violent break-in. Thanks to the dude who called me a fag today because I made you use the intercom. Hope you may read this and understand why.
I'm warming up to the idea of having a work uniform. Spending money on clothes is my lowest priority.
I transport my re-usable masks in old pot ziplocks
Coming up on a year now since I last had sex or any kind of intimacy with a man. Being single in the COVID era is tough so sending everyone else in the same boat some positive vibes! I’ll be over here cuddling with my pillow :(
And here I thought Vancity was tertible for dating pre covid. It has been zero for a year now, and now I fear there will be even less men around when things get back to normal.
I have bad feelings about the future, not sure what to do.
I don't enjoy showing my tongue. I'm no Byron Schlenker, but my tongue is abnormally wide. I'm by no means embarrassed. I just don't like the silly reactions/comments from people that have seen it. And, before you comment (because I've heard it before), the answer is no. No, I'm not good at giving head because I have a wide tongue.