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Don't live in the past

I used to stay in touch with someone from high school until I realized now that we both have nothing in common anymore. I'm all about pushing forward in life, but he clearly has a backwards way of thinking. All he ever did was bitch and moan about how much he hated high school and the people in it. Whenever I told this guy that I'm too busy living my life to be following what other people are doing whether they're guys I knew in high school or kindergarten, he just didn't get it. It's very exhausting to be around people from the past who are still stuck inside the past. Sure, everybody goes through hell in high school. There were some people that I could not stand, but I got over it. You'd think that some people would just move on when nearly twenty years have gone by. Not everyone. So I distanced myself from this guy and he is now cut completely out of my life. Now I feel more at peace and can finally move on.

Gifts From the Heart

I want to buy someone presents that doesn’t deserve them. I can’t help thinking of all the things they need and how giving them would make me feel good. I want to spoil this person but they don’t appreciate me so I just end up deeply hurt. I know I have to just face the fact that we shouldn’t be together but it’s hard. Christmas is a hard time of year to be alone.


I used to care so much about Christmas. Now I just want to make it alive to January.

Landlords Or Prison Guards?

I have rented in the city of Burnaby for most of my life, but never have I rented from a property management company as bad as the one I am renting from now. It seems as though some tenants where I live are favoured by management, while others are picked on constantly. Is this an apartment or a jail?

Kid pictures

I have a friend on Facebook whose 4-year-old kid smiles and makes eyes like Charles Manson. Serious serial-killer face. And it's not like the kid is not cute. He's a cute kid. But sometimes he looks at the camera and his eyes look soulless. It's really weird.

Enough with “bonus points” already

I get tired of reading profiles of dating sites where people try to manipulate you with “bonus points.” Since when did online dating turn into a fucking game show? I have a much better idea. If you want to date me so much, then how about bonus points for not being a self-absorbed stuck up, appalling piece of shit?

My experience

Earlier this year a sophisticated younger lady from Canada Post came into the shop to try and sell us on using them as a courier. In the end she lost the battle to me but what got her gears turning was when I asked her what will we do when you go on strike again because we all know history will repeat itself soon. Well that got her blood boiling a bit. She was fired right up...and I just smiled, listened to her rant and let her go. She left the shop happy and a little ditzy haha she made my day

Catfish Ghosts

If someone ghosts you, don't blame yourself. Chances are they were just catfishing you from the start, and knew they were about to get caught.

Placid water scares me

It should not scare me, yes! People are so mean when I go to the lake (yes, we do have some lakes in the interior and by Belcarra), and I do not want to swim. Why? Je ne sais pas. I am scared of the lake water. But I will find relief in my Peloton bike. You should really see my eye-brows.

I am kind of missing family.

Sure close and my family is not a word that is in an on point manner. I'm really nervous about being alone with these people. I do not hate or mistrust it's about the awkward. I had a friend we were really close. I fucked not long ago and walked away from her in a baby like tantrum. Now she has either taken the pain of that to a self destructive position she feels she deserves. Or is so sad and unhappy with life, herself, me and all he things that should bring the best. I wish I could ask my friend to be my tag along, but really at this point it's unlikely I can ask her what time it is. Oh be my love or my heart I will never find or get this piece called love right. A curse I must carry by the mark of sadness it creates in me and others.


Exotic Princess Flying Into Firecrust

Woah girl.. slow down. You, gorgeous petite, dark haired goddess dressed in all black. Not sure...

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