I am one of these stop and smell the flowers kind of guys. And I confess that when I stop to smell flowers now, I don't smell anything. Is there a place in Vancouver that I can actually smell the scent of a great flower or am I doomed to not have that in Vancity?!
You said I was destroying it with suspicion, but we both know that’s not true. I meant exactly what I said; suspicion is created when someone refuses to lay their cards on the table and continually evades any conversation where openness and honesty are necessary. You’re about as slippery as they come; a master at avoidance. But don’t you know that a lie by omission is still a lie? I believe that I was right that you only contacted me after all this time because your other relationships had both ended. As you’re well aware I’m extremely vulnerable right now due to my situation, and the last thing I need is the additional stress of trying to decipher what the hell you want from me. I’m not interested in being just another “friend”, and I can’t imagine that anything with you is ever going to change. I know you read these, so either call me prepared to get real and serious, or leave me alone forever.
I hereby confess that I am pro pipeline. Build them, build them all!
I drew the artwork for my tattoos myself.
Trying to end a long term relationship of 15 years. The pain I know I will inflict on them makes this so scary. I did it a few years ago, we got back together. I tried to leave last year, they managed to convince me to stay and the ease of not leaving won...we're still together now. The stress of all the bullshit I'll have to deal with leaving makes me want to avoid it and just stay, how pathetic is that? If you were with someone that wanted to leave, wouldn't you just let them leave? I wouldn't want to stay with or try to convince someone to stay who wants to leave. There is only so much I can say before I start to say something I regret just so they'll get mad and 'let' me leave.
But not giving up!
Pretty sure the next door is opening.
Wish me luck
Moving on up like the Jeffersons..
I often check Missed Connections and I Saw You’s, hoping beyond hope that one day somebody, anybody might notice me. I know it’s irrational, borderline narcissistic and a complete waste of time, because it will never happen. But if I couldn’t see myself, I would swear I’m transparent.
I still confess this my love is still there, i swear I felt you with me after I was arrested last long weekend Friday yes it was such a fun time. Surrprisingly though not as bad as you'd think. I got shit to do now when i feel its right ill find you cause ilu and thats well as say that. Thank you for all your help i think i may forget to say that to you. Im out. Recovery is on my plate atm gl syas.
Not a fan of Trump or any other people just talking for living but I like the way be blew up couch crusaders bandwagon hoppers such as politicians jumping on no brainer pc stuff like global warming, womens rights etc to stay popular to get re elected. "Hiding" behind these issues are not hard. What I call professional lever pullers as in voting akin to pulling las vegas slot machines for living e.g Nancy Palocy, Al Gore, Clintons. At least Trump is taking away these issues so other shameless politician to put on their padded resume.
Put in your ear buds, crank The Hip’s “As I wind down the Pines”, close your eyes and picture yourself on a calm, gorgeous lake.