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In love with my best friend but he doesn't know

I am in love with my best friend. I only started to see them romantically in the last year. But now I cant stop wanting to be my best friends girlfriend. I see him date a lot of girlfriends. But none have been serious. I started to see him in a different light when I had been cheated on with the boyfriend I was dating at the time. I was so hard but my best friend made me feel so comfortable and helped me get through that depressed mood I was having when my boyfriend had cheated on me. Is it werid that I want my best friend now. He is nice, funny, athletic, open minded and spontaneous. But he's dating someone right now it's been about a week since he started dating her it normally lasts about a month or so. I feel like I want to tell him I love him but I dont know if he feels the same way. And I don't want to lose him as a friend. What should I do?

I kind of ghosted you and not a day goes by that I wish I didn't you are the most perfect person in the whole world I'm so sorry

I met you when I was going to school. I didn't see you at first cause I was so focused on my personal life. Caught up in studying my textbook, going home to take care of my family member and cooking dinner. I was studying to be a baker. There you were folding uniforms. It was part of your job. I didn't actually notice you until a week after school started. I first thought wow your so hot. You worked as a cashier for the bookstore but also a dishwasher at the campus. I started talking in a few words each day. Only hi, good morning, have a great day, bye. Over time I would talk to you a bit more each time. I started looking forward to talking to you. Then I would go out of my way so that I can I have enough time to talk to you. I wanted to be asked for my phone number. Every time I saw you I was happy. Basically a year goes by. I'm graduating and I dont have the courage to ask you for your number, even though I really wanted to. I show you my graduation dress I made it was purple and sparkly my favorite color. After that day about 3-4 months go by. I haven't seen you, but I still cant stop thinking about you I feel like I'm going crazy. More time goes by. Almost a year goes by before I see you again. I'm starting culinary school a block away from my old campus. I still couldn't stop thinking about you. I know I am crazy, but maybe not because you remembered me. It's like time has stopped it was so easy talking to you and you made me feel so happy again. I would make a letter with a ribbon on it basically every day. Back and forth I would use my break in between class so I could talk to you even if just for a minute. Two months pass before the day I have been wanting comes. I waited for you to finish your work then I took the train with you. I felt really bad for you because you just had knee surgery even though you are young. You asked for my phone number. Omg I was so happy. We text each other for a while. It was around Thanksgiving that I stopped all of a sudden texting you. I got a new phone. It was like I had fallen off the face of the earth. I was a ghost. A year and a half goes by. Not one day without thinking about you. But I am a shitty person. I said a lie I cant take back now, I'm not sick anymore. The first time I ran into a year and a half later it's so awkward. I feel like you are putting up an invisible wall between you and me. I dont blame you. I was a ghost also a slight bitch. I went out by ambulance. It was a panic attack not lung problems. I didn't actually go on a date with you ever so probably liking you was just all in my head. But I am glad you are doing better. You will probably never see this but thanks for making my day everytime I saw you. Thanks for talking to me. Thanks for being the most perfect person in the whole world. I hope you stay healthy and happy. :)

Fast food

I haven't had fast food since 1994 I love every minute of it.

Missing old school Mario Bros

I think that both Mario and Luigi should go back to wearing red and green overalls with blue shirts because it makes them look more Italian.

Bareback sex

When I hooked up with some girl a while back, I never wore a condom. But we both decided if wanted to have a baby before the intercourse.

Heir To A Thrown

She's a nightmare walkin' psychopath talkin' she 's the Queen of her jungle, she's the best damn gang-stress stalkin'. So why wouldn't I feel like going out and doing that which, I have not since I was 23 yrs old. Pay for sex, it has been too long, I have all I can stand, I can stand no more. My balls are full, the B.S.U.B point is nearing the nuclear action and over reactionary point . There has to be a venting of this passage before my crotch goes into a 3 Mile Island type tragedy. I feel both sad and excited. It's been 2 and 1 half years since I had a release of sexual nature with someone than myself. Masturbation is no longer covering the spread. So I confess I'm going to buy an hour of the beautiful woman's time that is PHAT and damn straight DTF. Wish me luck or ya know not.

Tom Petty said it best

Whatever you're looking for, don't come around here no more. I've given up, on waiting any longer. I've given up, on this "love" getting stronger. I don't feel you anymore. You darken my door. You tangle my emotions. It's over.

What's the best way

to get over someone? Age old question I know but I'm having trouble with it. I moved here last spring, met someone , had some great times but now that spring is coming again and I'm outside on my same balcony arranging plants and having wine like we used to do , but now I'm alone and all the memories of last spring are back and I still feel sad. I don't want these memories to ruin how nice spring should feel.

I fully support an Alberta pipeline

Because oil and gas production is the only thing Alberta is good at. They can't diversify; they don't have an educated workforce. Everyone who doesn't fit the Albertan mold has already left. Take away oil and gas and you condemn the while province to poverty.


What the heck are sundries anyway?!

You: a taller, more handsome Cillian Murphy doppelgänger. ...

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