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Feeling a little guilty but I’m sure it will pass soon

I had to buy an expensive item ($1999.99) and I used emotion to swing the price down to $1500 tax in with free delivery. On one hand, proud of myself, on the other hand, manipulation of a human is not what I’m about.

Is that a bear?

I haven't taken my shirt off in public before because I'm hairy. I'd love to during summer but I haven't found a way to accept the enormous amount of looks I'd get. I don't get out much but I haven't seen any hairy dudes walkin' around the city with their shirts off.

Guess I'm Uncultured

I don't like any nuttiness in my beers. The minute a beer maker says that I'm going to get a taste of nuttiness from roasted nuts, I cringe. I like having them separate - nuts in a bowl on one hand and a beer in the other. No innuendo.

Lonely Man

Why do I need the vaccine? I have no job and I am at home 24/7. Getting a vaccine to protect myself from....myself....doesn't seem to make sense. My Mental Health is declining. How do people deal with being alone all the time? I've resorted to Twitch for some type of human contact which kinda helps. There's too many people on there who are selling their bodies for me to give a fuck about them. Porn is too available in the world and because there's profit in it no one see's the bad side. Blinded they are. Well, It's going to be a lonely 6-8 months inside for me and a bunch of others.

Vaccinated, but not passporting

I just don’t feel comfortable sharing my address, birthdate, driver’s license number, and personal health number with people at every restaurant, sporting event or movie theatre I may go to. All it takes is for one of them to misuse my information to cause a ton of identity theft issues. Prior to the pandemic I would have to show my ID less than a handful of times per year. Now it could be that many times or more in a week. Seeing the Lions or Canucks or whatever latest movie just isn’t worth having to now show ID first. Hopefully this doesn’t stay in place for more than a year.

A good week

This last week I spoke to more new people than I have in the entire last 18 months. It was truly a great week of eye contact, smiles, laughs, support and kindness. My life has been a barren desert so the simple act of meeting new people has been like winning the lottery. And I discovered something very interesting: there is a reason that I like certain people’s cadence and energy. After some simple digging, it turns out that we have done the same things, and like the same things, almost identical things. It’s true, you can enter the room as strangers and emerge at the end of the night as friends. I just wanted to send out there positive vibes and a massive thanks to people who are open and who continue to embrace life and connection!

I'm voting after all

So I've voted in every Canadian election since I could vote...and this is the very first year I just didn't think I could do it. The candidates in my riding range from the totally corrupt to the fishy cocktail-climate-change crowd - and none of them seem real. Then, I saw Trudeau getting heckled by a sexist ant-vaxxer jerk and things just got super clear: I'm gonna just vote, for a party that I think can actually win, because I have good friends and family who work in health care, and am just soo soo tired of them risking their lives to help those who are somehow too scared, or too unstable, to help themselves.

stupid and used

there was a person i texted with for months before meeting them because of distance. everyday. lengthy conversations often. i thought i meant something to them and greatly looked forward to meeting, it was wonderful when i did except for the part where they weren't interested in me romantically. we still texted everyday. i don't know why they did that just as i don't know why i kept replying. things happened, we stopped talking. i can't help but feel stupid and used. stupid for knowing better, used for that they never cared. you live and you learn but some bruises are worse than others. at least the rain is beautiful, healing.

Wild Woman

I'm tired of my dull life! I want to be wild! I want to stay up late, smoke cigarettes, have a kid and work precariously on a contract basis!

It's amazing how much difference a day can make.

I saw the woman I have been madly in love with for almost three years now this morning. She had recently told me she's not interested in me, which shattered my heart. When I saw her this morning I was about as sad a loser as a man can feel like. She didn't look that good and I didn't feel as good as I had everytime I'd seen her and talked with her in the past. I was sad and depressed all day until a stunning Thai woman named Vanessa walked past me around 4pm. I said hello and she gave me a smile that melted my heart. I asked her out for dinner but she was a little too shy so we talked awhile. We decided to meet for lunch tomorrow. I am now so fucking happy it's not funny. From a women who seems to like to smash my heart to a beautiful woman who wants to be my friend and is obviously attracted to me in mere hours! Wow, life can be so weird.

I SAW YOU

Nice new bike

You were riding your bike, I assume to visit a friend of yours in my apartment building. I saw...

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