I'm actually just terrified. Of you, of love, of life.
Do you want to know how I deal with anxiety? I have little to none because of this one trick I do. Watch porn :P
But why do anti vaxxer protesters or climate change protesters etc, live in a fantasy world & think they can change people's minds or save the world?
I blame university students and recent graduates for all of the flame wars springing up in society now. It wasn't perfect, but society was not on an existential collision course towards civil war or economic break-up until these nut jobs used their social media influence to complain, whine, and cancel everyone they could. What losers. I hope they get their juste dessert.
I actually like how we are giving ourselves a hard time for our co2 footprint, etc. As I burn this scented candle, I hope the far-left comes after me. I deserve it. If I am not self-flaggelating, I need them to help me keep it real.
I feel wrecked. I lost all of my passion and work sucked me back into the office commute exhausting grind. I have had multiple job offers and haven’t been able to accept them. I’m just ground down.
I have no idea how to get my energy, motivation, and old positive outlook back! All I know is that my job and the people there are crushing me. I need to escape.
There are so many life lessons you can learn from listening to older music. I listen and learn. Bands have taught me things I know today. Those things I have been taught are still relevant today. THANK YOU ROCK AND ROLL!
I confess that I'm mystified by all the loudmouth chatterbox idiots who, in spite of the scores of public places in this city that DON'T have live music which they could visit, insist on coming out to the all-too-few remaining ones in these pandemic times that still DO, and then proceed to yak away incessantly over the music, because I guess the people who paid to come out to hear some, you know, music, would totally prefer to hear stories from some stranger at the next table about how their neighbour is having an affair with the pool cleaner.
Not to mention that it's also completely disrespectful to the performing musicians.
meet new people and they are trying but my defence mechanism that has helped me in the past are now not letting new people in.
What does that mean ?
How do I get past this ?
Nobody can notice it when I cry